Inspired by "The Silence of The Lambs" - Dr. Hannibal Lecter !

When I first watched "The Silence Of The Lambs", I had a crush on Hannibal the cannibal. Years later when Hannibal was released, I grew to envy Clarice for the love of Dr. Lecter; I wanted to be her. Before you decide that I am a crazy chick, let me take you for a quick walk in my shoes. I have been in and out of many relationships that lasted from a couple of days to a couple of months. The one that crashed before they took off did not last because the man in question stopped exercising effort and took me for granted! They – Egyptian men- just don’t want to work! I don’t expect much; I just want to see a man going out of his way for me; what's the big deal? Shave this ugly head, lose a few extra pounds, get a job, wake up an hour early, sleep an hour late, drive an extra mile to se me, or any such thing that would translate into effort!

Now let me introduce you to the Dr. Lecter that I envy Agent Starling for; deep, intense, witty, handsome, and knows her like the back of his hand. He knows how her mind works and what makes her heart tick; he knows her every thought, fear, wish, and impulse. He loved her for her vulnerable strength. The beast had many chances to devour her, yet he declined. Hannibal Lecter dared her, challenged her, and pushed her from one limit to the other, but he was always there to save her soul when she gave in to despair. When the bad guys, society, enemies or anyone hurt her, he was still watching over her shoulder; he hurt them for her. When it was his life or hers, he chose hers; when it was his wrist or hers, he saved hers; when it was his heart or hers, her broke his to mend hers. The beast went against his nature for her … this is my definition of effort!

Marwa Rakha - From "The Poison Tree Planted & Grown in Egypt"

لم تُخلَقي عبثا

... نور بدر ...

أختي الرائعة هي من تفحصني أثناء كتابة تلك الكلمات من
كتاب -مبكى العشاق- و هي ؟

هي من كتبتني تلك الكلمات

أول من قرأها أنا ..

بين أناملي .. كان الكتاب

و أمام عيناي ،عيناك ككتاب آخر

كنت أقرأهما في أفكاري...

كنبضات قلبك

روحان > روح واحدة

أنتـ/أنا واحد

نهيم في الوجود ،

بينما هو يتسارع بنا كنبضات قلبنا

و تتقارب خطواتنا ،

حتى لو إبتعد مرادنا

العصفور طار من فوق غصنه

فقد هاله ما رأى منا

منك/مني

و إصفر القمر خجلا

و النجمة في دلال تتمايل

أنا/انت

و الكون في غزل طويل

غار منا .. رغم أننا

إخوة ..

كن سُمُوُّنا

أرغمهم على الإنحناء لنا

لك أنت .. يا زهرتي الزرقاء

فلو كنا خلقنا عبثا ..

لما كنا إخوة

لما كنت أنت/أنا

نور بدر

الأحد /الإثنين

5/10/2009

الساعة 2:00 بعد منتصف الليل

عبثا خلقت - محمد السباعي

"لم أر أشد حيرة من الروح تلتمس الأليف، كما ينشد العصفور الغصن .. و يعيبها المراد فتتعلل بالباطل تعلل العصفور بالغصن العاطل. , لابد من الحبيب صادقا أو كاذبا، كما لابد من الطعام طيبا أو خبيثا، يضطرنا إليه الجوع .. ويضطرنا إلى الحبيب النفس المسمى الحب ..رب روح تهيم الدهر فلا تصادف إلفها .. تذهب على وجهها في الآفاق فينكرها الناس .. و تنادي فيجيبها العدم .. و قد حال الزمان و المكان بينها و بين توأمها الذي نظمه الله معها قبل ميلاد الدنيا، و قد يكون ذلك التوأم في أقصى الأرض أو دون المريخ أو تحت القمر، أو وراء ذلك الجدار أو ذلك الباب .. و كأني بهذا الورد الناضر على أغصانه، سيذبل على قبر توأمك الذي تنشده و لم تره، و كأني به يحمر غيظا من لؤم القضاء، و يريد أن يقول لك : (عبثا خلقت) .. "

(من كتاب الصور للمرحوم محمد السباعي)

مبكى العشاق- يوسف السباعي..

I Hate It When People...

• I hate it when people lie to me saying that I'm better off not knowing, or because they don't want to hurt my feelings.
• I hate it when people pretend to be my friends while they do nothing out of friendship.
• I hate it when people suddenly change that I don't know exactly what happened.
• I hate it when people make me to pretend thatI like someone while i can barely stand him/her.
• I hate it when people violate my privacy or my property.
• I hate it when people think they are funny and deal according to that.
• I hate it when people keep being stupid.

Another Genocide

Gaza's complaints

More than Forty Palestinians have been killed and tens were injured in an Israeli bombardment that targeted a school belonging to the United Nations Relief and Works Agency (UNRWA) in Jabalya refugee camp to the north of Gaza; all of the victims were civilians including women and children.

This happened although UNRWA informed the Israeli militant officials of the location of this school and an Israeli exploring helicopter was surveying the location of the school right before the raids. In the 12th day of the Israeli attacks on Gaza, more than 700 were killed and more than 3000 are injured and most of them in a critical state. Half of the casualties of these attacks are children and women.

If this is not a war crime that violated every law, every agreement and every human right, then what is it?

If the Israeli after all they've done are not terrorists, then who are?

I'm not talking for the Palestinians, not for the Arab, not for the Muslims; I'm talking for the humanity. This is what Israel is doing with the full approval of the USA government, and under the international silence. The UN is silent while the schools belonging to the UNRWA is being attacked. The UNICEF is silent while the innocent children are being killed everyday.

At least, we can talk, we can say No. If we Knew, we can say No.

http://www.ifamericansknew.org/

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Holocaust..between Fact and Fiction..

We were told to do a project about a case which was a public opinion concern, and by we I mean me and my 5 colleagues, we choosed several topics and finaly we selected "Holocaust". First all of us agreed that there are many lies and claims around this accident so we decided to reveal or at least to make a trial to know the truth.

We start searching and looking for sources and I mean trusted sources; that was one of the hardest jobs for us to do, since we searched at many libraries and tried to reach any person who has considerable knowledge about this issue but we didn't find what we were searching for. Anyways, when we finished our job, I was surprized from what we found out.

Jews made the most succesful propaganda, and set the most effestive agenda in the past 60 years to achieve their goal which is convincing the world that they were the only victimes of the claimed disaster.

All the websites we searched in were saying that the Jews killed in Holocaust were 6 millions, this was a number which is over the imagination of any human being, they claim also that they were the only victim of that accident, denying or maybe just not mentioning gypsis, communists, gay, and mentally disordered people.

When we expand searching we found a book called "The founding legends of the Israeli policy" and this book is telling everything you may want to know about this issue if you seek the truth or a true background. We found there that the UN figures had shown that Jews before and after World War II were 11 millions people, which means that the jews that may have been killed in Holocaust will be between 300,000 to 400,000 which is the increase that might have happened in those 10 years...

After we are done the project, i realized that the victims from jews will not ever be more than 1.200.000 people, and i adopt the opinion of Roger Garaudy in this issue...

what do you think, do you think that I'm a Holocaust denier..??