An Old Friend

Setting on his Lazy Boy with his hair all around his face, bearded and staring on the ceiling, he heard her voice in his head over and over again, "Don't do this,". He tried to remember where everything went wrong. He woke up this morning thinking he got it all figured out where he got her call, "B, just listen to me, think again about what you're doing. I think you're making a mistake. And soon enough you'd realize that.", He just laughed it off, "I don't know why you're making such a big deal out of it. It's just a trip". A long silent moment was on the other side before she finally whispered, "please, don't do this". Though he tried his best to convince her he knew what he was doing, and that she needn't to worry, he knew deep inside that this was somebody else talking, someone different from himself, the one he knew and got used to for years. And then it hit him, "You had issues with yourself and your decisions, but instead of conforming your decision to yourself, you chose to pick a different soul". She told him this on a couple of occasions before. He shock his head twice to clear his head of this nonsense, and headed to work. Despite her disapproval of what he was doing, she supported him through all of it. He was very surprised, but he took all the help he could take then. He didn't stop to wonder why she was doing this, he just kept on taking. He went to his trip, and everything that she said would go wrong did and was even worse. Right after he came back from his "trip" and after the damage has been done, he came back to her wishing for some kind of repair in her. He thought he'll find what he was looking for with her. What he always found with her. Yet he forgot something, the key factor. The damage, though done BY his new self, has been done TO his old self. She was his old self friend, she tired to stop him from transforming, she helped what she thought left of him. She can't find it anymore. He's gone completely. He wouldn't admit it. She didn't stop caring. But no one can help someone without he helps oneself.